i am different. i get my keys out about 5 minutes before i get to my door and i listen to a lot of music. i help people. i don't have faith and i only trust a few people. i know who are the people i always want as friends. i know what it is like to be in love. i remember everything. i love to look at other people's eyes. i love to be with people i care about. i like to lie in my room and listen to the cure, joy division, pantera, fear factory, portishead, white zombie, megadeth, alice in chains, deftones, the smiths, sigur ros, type o negative, vex red, machine head and many others. i am a perfectionist and i am neat and tidy. i play bass. i love blackadder and takeshi's castle. i love my family. i don't like liars or cheats. i always sleep with music playing. i am afraid. i care too much and i try too hard.