I DARE YOU TO SAY SOMETHING INTELLIGENT IN YOUR PROFILE.

~Humanity disappoints me.~

Yes, I have risqué pictures on here; that does not mean I'm a whore. It means I am proud and unashamed of my body. :3
Please respect that I am in a dedicated relationship.

IN LOVING MEMORY:
~†~John Snow (January 2004)
We're still asking ourselves why you did it. Why you took your life away from us. Why you felt you couldn't go on. We miss you. More than you could ever know.
~†~Greg Pruitt (1988-2004)
I didn't know you, but I know Kaley, and she loved you more than you could know. God rest, buddy, and we'll see you soon.
~†~Caitlin Kelly Fuchs (June 26, 1989 - September 2, 2005)
Girl, I miss you more and more everyday. Even though we lost touch before you died, I still remember all those times we had together. God Bless.
~†~Tucker Ford (September 15, 2006)
I didn't know you very well; only met you once, but you still left an impact on me. It hurt me so badly to see the pain of losing you in our mutual friends' eyes.
~†~Justin Paul Witt (June 26, 1989 - April 1, 2007)
I miss you babe. Have fun jammin' with the angels, and I'll see you soon.
~†~Shane Thomas Jackson (June 9, 2007)
We definitely didn't get along when we first met...mainly because you were an ass. lol. But you were still a cool guy. I'm glad I got to know you. God rest.
~†~Daniel Norman Carron (January 19, 1989 - August 11, 2007)
Why? Why you? Not one of my gayboys...why did you leave me? I miss you so much!
~†~Brian Charles Brenske (June 3, 1988 - March 4, 2008 )
~†~Babs Vermillion (1959 - 2008 )
~†~Reggie Jackson (1992 - 2008 )
~†~ Frieland (1962 - 2009)
I miss you...ever since you left, he has changed. I need you back, because I want him back.
~†~Pastor Mike Womack (Sep 21, 1967 - Mar 4, 2009 )
~†~Jadilyn Angel Audrey (April 1, 1985 - Mar 24, 2009)
You were a real shock, babe, you're birthday coming up, and you have a finace and a daughter!
~†~ Josh Gardner (1990 - 2009 )
It's not fair..I lose someone every year...you'd think I'd be used to it by now...

I've discovered I'm not the typical FTJ female. And I'm very proud to say that.


Hi. Thanks for stopping by. I'm Cynthia.

I am a New Yorker. I was born in Rochester, then moved to New London, Connecticut; then Conway, Arkansas; and now I live in Panama City, Florida. I hate it. It's so...BEACHY. T_T

My makeup never looks the same two days in a row. My hair is always changing. Color, style, length, you name it. What can I say? I get bored yo.

I am a generally nice person, however, there are a few things you can do to piss me off. If you EVER judge me due to my beliefs, sexuality, style, or opinions, then you've made an enemy for life. If you ever do anything that will harm my friends or family, then you're asking for a world of hurt. Protective much? OH yes.

Yes, I have nice tits; no you cannot put your face (or any other part of your anatomy) between them.
Yes, I like sex; no, I won't have it with you.

My favorite thing in the world to do is sit up late, listening to music, eating beef jerky, drinking a Rockstar, and smoking a cigarette.

Don't label me. I am not a can of soup. I never pretend to be anything other than myself, and I know who I am, so I don't need people telling me. If you wish to call me anything, I am an individualist.

I am not a Christian.
But I love God.
I despise Christianity, because most people who call themselves Christians give Christians a bad name.
(And I HATE people that tell me I can't be "Goth and Christian." Or "Bi and Christian." Loving God doesn't make me a Christian. It means I love God. And he loves me for who and what I am...so you don't like it, BITE ME.)
Can Heaven and the Dark Carnival be the same thing? Yes. My heaven is Shangri La. You DID know we create our own Heaven and Hell right? :D

I smoke. I drink. You don't like it, then don't talk to me. Your opinion doesn't really affect my decisions, now does it? :D

I am currently unemployed (on recall status at Hallmark >.< ), so if you know of a decently paying job (that does not involve the removal of clothes) in the Panama City area, let me know! xD

I love dark lipstick, eyeliner in outrageous colors, mascara, uniquely colored/styled hair, dramatic makeup.
I LOVE BITING. ^_^
I LOVE PIERCINGS AND TATTOOS. (ButPleaseBeTasteful)
I love green eyes, blue eyes, hazel eyes, sparkling eyes, laughing eyes, eyes full of tears so that they shine. I love eyes outlined in elaborate black liner.
I love quick kisses, small playful kisses, long deep kisses, short multiple kisses, passionate kisses, and of course hardcore making out. I've never had a kiss in the rain.

I like music. I can get into most kinds, except most country and rap. BLEH! The only rap I can tolerate is Tech N9ne and ICP. And anything from Psychopathic Records. I'm pretty much a metalhead. I am fond of Rascal Flatts. But I LOVE 'Nsync. :D And the greatest band ever...will always be The Eagles.
I am a juggalette. My alias is Cynister Thriller. <3 MMFWCL4L <3

I like music.
I like movies.
I like hanging out at WalMart.
I like gay people. <3
I LIKE GRAMMAR. O_o
I'm a flirt. ;D
I hate labels.
I hate intolerance.
I hate homophobes.
I hate idiots.
I hate superiority complexes.

I do not match people in whom I am not interested. If I do match you, that does not mean I want to date you. It is merely my accepting an invitation to talk. If I don't accept your match, that is not an invitation for you to message and insult me. That is not an invitation for you to pull the immature card. I will block you. Try me; I rather enjoy being a bitch when it comes to idiocy.
Also, if you rate me with a 2, you don't have to message me and tell me that I'm ugly, or stuck up or anything of the sort. I don't care. Your opinion holds about as much merit as a pile of shit. So don't waste your energy.

I breathe for the same reason that I write; if I didn't, I would die.

*PSST!* While this may be mainly a dating service, I am not here for you to match me just because you think I'm hot, or sexy, or I might cyber with you. I'm not here to find fuck-buddies, and I'm not here to clean smut out of my mailbox. If you wish to talk to me, then talk. If you find me attractive, say so in a non-vulgar manner.
Thank you!