Im far from complicated, & yet anything but simple. Thats the best way I can put it. all my life Ive gone on & on with that one question... 'who the hell am i?' But i guess thats a question Ill be struggling to answer as long as I live. So far Ive learned that Im someone that most people can count on... I can say that Ive been through a lot... & Im not afraid to admit that Ive had my struggles in so many areas... but i guess thats what makes me all that I am. I am far from perfect.. Ill admit that I tend to make a mistake a couple of times before I finally "Get it" but I am still intelligent. I dont have perfect hair or tanned skin, & Im not skinny... I dont consider myself gorgeous, But I do know I am a beautiful person... & that goes far beyond the physical. I am smart. I have ambition, & Im not afraid to admit I have my faults. I am witty & opinionated at times, But I will still never try to force my opinions upon you. If you impress me, I will let you know... I love laughing more than anything in the world... I always have a smile on my face, & I love making other people smile along with me. I love to belt out in songs, For no reason at all. I cant help but love to learn, & Ill continue to do that for the rest of my life... Thats just how I am... & theres no other way to put it...

* dorky * compassionate * empathetic * goofy * passionate * considerate * sympathetic * blunt * creative * open minded * sensitive * unique * humorous * weird * strong *

Im not too simple, Nor am I too complicated. Im just Jess... & thats good enough for me..

**Man Of My Dreams**

He is someone who genuinely enjoys spending time with me. He'll look forward to talking to me, Despite my dorky & awkward moments, Loving me all the more for it... He is intelligent. & open, But Isn't afraid to be blunt & forward with me... He is able to disagree with me, Without forcing his opinions on me, Respecting my own opinions all at once... He will constantly teach me things & open my eyes to different perspectives & realms... Of things that I would've never thought existed or had occurred to me before. He'll hold my hand in front of his friends, & still call me back when I hang up on him. He Isn't afraid to show he cares about me, Without being too clingy... He wont try to change me, But grow along with me, Where I, In turn, Will grow along with him. He will make me feel comfortable & safe in my own skin... Where I can wake up in the morning with my hair a wreck, No make up on, Yet he'd still tell me I was beautiful... & for once, I'd actually believe him. My trust for him & in him will never waiver... He will leave me without any doubts. He will give me certainty & stability... He will diminish the words "Us," & "us" Will become "We." He will be my best friend... He will keep me wondering, & yet always leave me with answers. He'll make me feel comfortably vulnerable. He wont grow old with time. He is someone who I could try to describe over & over again, But will still leave me clueless as to what would describe him best.... Words would diminish all that he is. He will be my biggest hope & fear. He will be the one who will make me see that maybe for once in life, Reality is better than my dreams..